CoX taking up too much time

Ouch.. I just realized that CoX has taken up a lot of my time recently, which can be seen as both good and bad really.

Though it’s rare that i really find an MMORPG that i can use more than a few days on, before it starts feeling like work, so i guess i should be happy that CoX can keep my distracted as long as it has..

But, still.. I really wish that i had more to write about on my blog, so i could get a few more visitors that are interested in what i am writing but then again, i guess that all bloggers really wish for that..

I not only wish it so that i might make a few bucks a month *chuckles* but also that i can find somebody to really talk to, since i don’t really have that many friends online..

And being Agoraphobic, i hardly get out (read at all) to meet some people and talk to them.

Of course, i still have 2 friends that live in the same house that i do, but when you live together it’s really hard to keep finding new stuff to talk about really and in that regard it really gets boring after a little while..

I thought, that i might start writing small stories again but it seems that every time i get started with a story, i run into a brick wall and get a writers block and therefore never seem to finish them completely, which really sucks..

If i had even a little scrap of drawing ability in me, i could maybe even start a web comic, but again the evil “Anti-creativity” demon shows up and hits me in the head..

It is soo annoying to be stuck with soo many good ideas, and no real or good way to communicate it to the world..

Oh well.. Enough of my ranting for one post. *chuckles*